Good-bye, Graves'
disease |
Hello, everyone. I have a disease which causes the thyroid
gland, a small gland at the base of the throat, to become overactive
and swollen. This resulted in swollen, puffy eyes that caused me embarrassment.
Whenever I went outside, I wore dark glasses to hide my eyes. When
I was alone, my eyes were always watering, making it look as if I
were crying.
One day, when I was operating my computer, I thought I might be able
to get more information about the disease through the Internet. After
a little searching, I found a bulletin board dedicated to answering
questions related to thyroid disorders. I posted questions of my own
which were answered by a specialist in Kyushu. After getting information
from him through the Internet, I was able to seek treatment for my
disease in Tokyo.
That gave me a great courage. I found a way to successfully treat
my disease. And also I got acquainted with a woman through the computer
who was to have an eye operation next month. She encouraged me by
saying, "Have you ever lost anything because of your disease?
You can still eat anything you like, and go anywhere you want, and
you have a loving family." She made me realize that I still had
many positive things in my life.
Yes, I have such a loving family as my husband who is very generous
and tenderly watched over me while I suffered from my disease. At
times I thought his stress might be too much for him.
To try to forget my disease and get back to my original self, I joined
an English conversation group 3 years ago. I thought of leaving the
group many times due to my embarrassment. But when I was absent from
the group, members kindly asked me how I was.
The other day a prep school asked me if I would like to teach English
for one month. I agreed. I mustered up all my courage and taught without
my glasses. After one class, a pretty schoolgirl came up to me and
asked, "Are you going to continue teaching us English from now
on?" I answered, "Well, just for a month." And she
said, "I would like you to continue to teach us."
I felt that if such a pretty young girl said that to me, then I could
get over my disease and embarrassment.
In addition, last autumn, our city invited a chorus group of 35 high
school students from Colorado USA to sing for us and experience our
culture. I volunteered to guide them around Hakone and other places.
I showed them the place of the moats, in the ruins of Yamanaka Castle.
Because I was convinced that there was water in the moats, I explained
to them that there was much water to defend them from their enemy's
attack. The Americans said with admiration, "Yeah! ". Actually,
after a few days I found out that the castle was a mountain castle
and that the moats had no water, making them famous as waterless moats.
Anyway, they understood my poor English and I was encouraged by their
generosity. I was very glad to have been able to help them.
I decided that whenever I have chances to help people, I will accept
them. And I'd like to repay those people who have encouraged me with
giving them some pleasure by my actions.
I have my family, the members of the bulletin board in a computer,
my English conversation group and many other friends. Now I am very
happy.
I want to tell the people who are ill. "I hope that you will
confront your disease and get well." I'll do my best to achieve
my goal and say good-bye to my old friend Graves' disease. |
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